but everythingmeans nothing.

Wednesday, December 31, 2003
OKie.. let me make this a short and quick post.. Yesterday I met Yan Rong and Celeste.. Main aim is to accompany me and but something for my brother.. and another aim is that Celeste wanted to buy some stuff.. Well.. we walked around Taka and Far East. Almost everywhere is on sale and it was very crowded.. We settled in Far East and had our dinner.. after which we went to Kinokuniya.. Celeste started to feel sick and we decided to sit down at Coffee Bean to drink or eat something.. Main thing is to sit.. Lolx.. We started to take out our camera phones and play.. We took Celeste's phone and took a pic of Yan Rong and myself.. Hell.. we took a very long time to take that pic.. due to some "reasons".. Hahahzz.. it's fun though.. Well.. saw a cute guy in Coffee Bean.. hmm.. well.. only better looking by looking at his side view.. disppointed.. Anyway.. Happy New Year Eve everyone!! Lolx.. Have fun today!! Well.. I guess I will be rotting at home today.. :P
if i ain't got you|11:56 AM|

Monday, December 29, 2003
Hello.. Hmm.. well today was kinda filled with activities.. I went out with Dear in the afternoon.. went to buy a schedular (finally). Well.. I like one of the schedulars in Kinokuniya and it is available when I saw it the other time.. but it was somehow sold out.. and left with some ugly and childish ones.. Luckily there's still one accpetable one.. and it left only one on the shelf. Lucky me. :) I also bought a handphone pouch.. to prevent anymore scratches.. after that I went to the Singtel Hello shop nearby.. wanna activate my MMS and I happen to saw my cousin.. well.. really surprised to see him.. Then Dear and I planned to sing KTV.. but they dun have small rooms and we have to take the middle sized rooms.. of coz we didn't go in.. coz is like we have to pay extra? After that.. we went to Marina Bay.. Gaming and bowling.. it was kinda fun.. I finally know how to bowl! Although.. it's still not so good.. Lolz.. ball still goes down the drain~ Well.. next We went back Yishun to have our dinner.. Yapz.. very full!! And here am I~~ Back home.. mayeb later if there's nothing to do.. I am going to write dates for my schedular.. like birthdays and stuff.. well.. I am truely an absent minded person.. :)
if i ain't got you|11:33 PM|

Sunday, December 28, 2003
Well well.. wad a rare chance to be at home today... LOlz.. Well.. didn't do anything much.. uz to sleep and sleep and sleep... Still not feeling too good.. GUess I really have to be obedient and try not to eat too much of stuff which will make my health worst.. Well.. I juz came back form my dinner.. I went to eat Fish n Co with my mother, sister, auntie and 2 cousins.. We waited for so so so so long... and almost wanted to leave and eat the restaurant beside it-->CoCoa. Yapz.. And it finally came.. We ate until very very full.. Well.. it has been a long time I eat proper outside food.. Lolz.. I have been eating junk food these few days.. That explains my health.. Well.. I guess I am going out with Dear tomorrow.. Looking for schedular I guess.. and Tuesday going out with my friend, Celeste.. to check out a present I wanna buy for my dear Brother.. Yapz.. so I guess next week is fully shopping spree.. I think I need to buy some school stuff too.. dunnoe lahz.. guess I will be using the same school bag.. Lolz.. no $$$ liao..
if i ain't got you|9:38 PM|

Friday, December 26, 2003
Well.. went to my Auntie's 21st birthday party today.. Kinda crowded.. the food was okie.. I didn't really enjoy.. coz I was not feeling well.. I was down with flu, cough and headache. Yapz.. when I came home.. I immdeiately took asprins.. Still feeling very tired.. Watching Beethoven's 2nd.. Not bad le the show.. Haiz.. stayed at home the whole day.. didn't do anything.. except that I woke up earlier than usual.. coz ppl fixing my air-con.. then took a nap.. Arghz.. breathing difficulties.. :P
if i ain't got you|11:13 PM|

Thursday, December 25, 2003
Went to Compass Point today.. walked around lo.. nthing else.. Saw Doreen there.. Now I know she works there.. X'mas day still working.. haiyoh.. Anyway.. my Brother bought each of my family members a present.. He got my sister a Swatch Watch, my mother a wallet.. and me a phone.. Guess wad! It's Panasonic x70! Lolz.. I ownder where he got all his money.. anyway Thanks Bro! My dad's one.. dunnoe yet.. not opened.. so dunnoe.. LOlz.. after that.. Dear and I went to Changi Beach and walk walk.. Wind very strong.. love the scenery there.. Hmmm... didn't want to go out today.. not really in a good mood.. but haiz.. Dunnoe lahz.. Nothing else to blog.. See Ya!
if i ain't got you|8:55 PM|

Merry Christmas everyone and a Happy New Year.. May you enjoy your day today!
if i ain't got you|12:28 PM|

Wednesday, December 24, 2003
I don't know why.. I have this feeling that this year's X'mas eve and day going to be disappointing...
Which Guilty Gear X character are you?
if i ain't got you|11:01 AM|

Monday, December 22, 2003
Dear bought me a big MashiMaro for X'mas!!! Lolz.. it is carrying a heart shaped cushion with the words "I Love You".. Hehezz.. happy lo..wad else can I ask for? I went out with dear today.. In the past.. I used to wake him up and hurry him to go out with me.. Now we seem to swap roles.. Now.. He will be the one calling me to wake up.. Lolz.. and hurrying me to go out. We went to Marina Sq and Suntec as susal.. bought a few stuff.. I finally bought some x'mas cards.. I bought only 3.. and I guess most of them.. I will send my greetings by email... I guess I have to send the cards tomorrow morning.. otherwise.. late man.. then die lo.. Lolz.. Now feeling so sleepy.. haiz.. Juz finished a pack of cockles.. feeling very guilty.. I guess I won't eat them in the near future.. Have to take care of my body.. Alright.. that's all for now!
if i ain't got you|11:34 PM|

Sunday, December 21, 2003
Yesterday was suupose to meet up with Benji only.. but in the end.. I met up with 4 other guys too.. They are Derrick, Sean, Sim Lim and Wee Beng.. LOlz.. Derrick called us up and asked us if want to watch Scary MOvie 3.. Well.. since it's NC-16.. why not? Lolz.. Anyway.. Ben and I met them in BUkit Batok.. West Mall I guess.. Lolz.. yapz.. The show was nice.. it is betta than Part 1 and Part 2.. Well.. The movie was short.. less than an hour half I guess.. Then after the movie.. I have to go to my cousin's house.. there's this wedding buffet I have to attend.. Woh! It's good that I didn't miss it! It was so bloody grand.. Lolz.. It was raingin.. and a waiter actually held an umbrella for me.. They have waiters and waitresses to serve the guests! Alright.. that's not all.. There's this counter.. a chef was like having Ham and turkey in front of us.. and when we wanted one of those.. he helped us cut.. Liew.. LIke hotel buffet like that.. I tot was juz a normal buffet.. but it's not! LOlz.. HOwever.. I only ate abit.. more amazed by the decorations and ppl.. My uncle was somehow drunk and didn't want to go home.. and many other funny things happen.. Well.. didn't want to go into details..
After the party.. Wu Hao, Kian Hao (cousins), My bro and Zhi WEi went to my another cousin's house.. We drank lo... then Kian Hao was being very nice as he cooked supper for all of us.. Then My bro was kinda feeling "high".. and me too.. but my bro slept first.. then Wu Hao.. I think he was feeling kinda "high" too.. face damn red.. Then about 3 am.. we went to the guest rooms.. My brother was left asleep in the couch.. then Kian Hao slept in the room which has matress.. Wu Hao and I took the room with a bed.. Hahaz.. of coz we didn't slp man.. we chatted all the way.. all kinds of nonsense.. chat until 5.30 I guess.. My brother woke up.. and he wanted to go home.. so of coz I went home with him.. so I slep until now.. Oh did I tell u that my dear came back early this morning! Yea! Meeting him later.. couldn't wait!
if i ain't got you|1:37 PM|

Saturday, December 20, 2003
This is really shitty lo.. waited in MSN for so long.. and that someone didn't come.. so disappointing.. want to slp.. but can't..coz have to wait for her... in the end.. she slept!! And left Celeste and I waiting like 2 pathetic idoits.. We are so darn tired too.. I want to go and sleep.. not listening to excuses.. Arghz.. Can't go to Big Splash again.. :(
if i ain't got you|2:14 AM|

Friday, December 19, 2003
Well.. went to cut my hair today.. shorter this time.. cut my TAIL off.. hMmm.. looks abit neater lo.. nevermind.... my hair still can grow.. Started off with Yan Rong.. went to the salon.. cut my hair and she rebonded her hair.. so I waited quite long lo.. as usual.. then We met Celeste and by that time.. it was past dinner time, so we went to eat at Serangoon Gardens.. the hawer shop nearby there.. and we made a trip to Brown Box and have our desserts.. It was awesome! wahahah.. too bad no camera phone, otherwise can take photos of our dessert.. they look and taste delicious~ Hehezz.. I dunnoe why channel 55 is showing this bakery stuff.. Sux.. I wanna watch my show!!! ArGhzzzz~~~
Still missing my dear..
if i ain't got you|11:53 PM|

I suddenly miss dear alot....... And it's only Friday.. early in the morning...

Love is the Sweetness of Flowers
This heart-shaped arrangement of passionate red roses fringed with fluffy white feathers epitomises the romance of love. She'll melt...
Isn't this lovely? Of coz I like it.. but of coz.. not forcing Dear to give.. I love flowers alot.. dunnoe why.. although u might think it's a waste of money as it withers in a few days time.. but I still keep the bouquets.. it gave me wonderful memories.. maybe I am born with a silver spoon and had everything.. so that's why.. I would want flowers for my gift.. coz it's something that I won't buy for myself.. Lolz.. I am thinking wad to give for my dear.. Hmm.. cracking my head.. so hard.. is like I've given all the possible gifts.. so hard to think.. sIgH...
if i ain't got you|1:05 AM|

Thursday, December 18, 2003

What (yaoi) anime pairing are you?
this quiz was made by Eike and Mirai

Which [Diamond Shapes] are you?
if i ain't got you|12:57 AM|

Wednesday, December 17, 2003
Well.. my dear is going to Thailand today.. coming back on Sunday.. Gonna miss him so damn much.. hope that I could occupy myself these few days.. Anyway.. I wish to go out with my bUdDies more.. coz when sch reopens.. is like We won't have much time to meet anymore.. and might have to wait till next holidays.. this same goes to my dear.. coz he is going intoarmy soon.. but dunnoe when lo.. most prob next year.. signing in le..
Yesterday Celeste couldn't turn up at the wake due to her commitments in project.. so in the end... net up with Kate and Yan Rong.. We met Fred at the wake.. he is such a good bf.. accompany eher everyday.. Lolz :P.. Lindy was okie and glad that she could still smile.. We talked quite alot.. and when Lindy and her family went to chant prayers.. We started to talk about our next outing.. I wonder where will we go? Hmmm.. might be a pub.. I couldn't imagine.. coz this is the first time I am going to pub with my girlfriends.. and no guys!! Lolz... I know I mountain tortise lahz.. coz I was not really allowed to go such places unless dear is there..
After the wake.. Yan Rong, Kate and I went to arcade.. and surprisingly... Kate didn't know how to play the games.. Whahhaahah.. I think the last time she stepped in the arcade was like a few years ago? Lolz.. see her play so cartoon~~ Oh yah.. Then after that.. I took a ride home.. in Yan Rong's dad's cabbie.. Lolz.. no need to pay somemore.. Hahahzzz.. Alright... NOw I am having my breakfast.. juz taken my first meal.. Lolz.. Wonder if I could turn back to my biological clock in time when school starts.
if i ain't got you|2:23 PM|

Tuesday, December 16, 2003
Well.. I've realised something about myself yesterday.. Dear was actually telling me a joke.. and I cried! Out Loud! I dunnoe why.. It was like this.. He was showing me his collection of knives and he showed me a bigger one.. and used that knife to do some funny things.. he told me that imagine he used this knife to make mince meat out of me and offer my mother to eat the buns with "MY" human meat in it.. then my mother would comment that it is nice.. then my mother will be minced meat and dear will offer my dad to eat.. and then.. he would comment it's nice too.. and when my dad said ," This is a very nice bun.. it doesn't taste like pork or chicken.. wad is it?" Then my dear would say : "Hahazz... it's your daughter's and wife's meat.. and now it's ur turn!! Hahahazz!!" Then he showed his knife and did the slashing part.. (acting).. I dunnoe why.. Dear was a distance away from me.. and by looking at the smile and the movement of knife.. I got scared.. and I broke down.. Hey.. It was suppose to be a joke.. but I dunnoe why I cried.. Funny of me..
Well.. Then later dear and I went to watch Looney Tunes.. Well the characters are real "looney".. it was alright lo.. not as funny as I expected.. Maybe we were used to their Looney Tune jokes.. Went to Pasar Malam after that and I bought a burger.. tasted kinda nice.. Oh yah... Dear had a blog now.. finally.. but I dunnoe if he is going to make an effort to update his daily life.. Lolz.. I've placed the link already..
Hmm.. I am going to Lindy's grandma's wake later.. hope that everything is well... metting Celeste and Yan Rong..
if i ain't got you|3:08 PM|

Sunday, December 14, 2003
I am so so so so tired and restless! Well.. IT all started yesterday afternoon.. I had a perty last night and I was required to do some stuff.. like arranging the tables and chairs.. preparing food stuff etc.. by 8+ all my friends had arrived.. We had a very big feast.. We ate fresh oysters, chicken wings, satay, lobsters, sushi, fishballs, durian, fried rice which my father cooked (delicious & spicy) and many many more! Drank a little too of coz.. After which.. my friends came to my room and we played "murderer".. It's fun.. but the best part were the forfeits.. I didn't get any forfeits.. Wahahha.. unfortunately Yan Rong got it many times.. Hehehzz.. Poor Thing.. the forfeit involves the guests in my house.. including my brother! Hehehzz.. Very fun!After that.. we played "heart attack". Oh.. I forgot to mention that My friends gave me little gifts.. but most of them are chocolates! Thanks Anyway! And yep.. Celeste, Yan Rong, Lindy, Jovin and Kate stayed over in my house for a night.. Kate was the first who fell asleep.. then in the middle of the night (3am).. some of us are getting hungry.. so I drove all of us to Jalan Kayu to take away roti prata.. It was nice.. after a while... we washed up and settle for bed.. Kate and Jovin took my bed.. the rest of us slept on the floor.. we couldn't sleep and I think we only fell asleep at 6am in the morning.. All of us are awaken by phone calls from Kate's hp and my house phone.. at 7.30 in the morning! Boy.. you should know how much sleep we had.. KAte and JOvin left earlier.. and the rest stayed in my house to sleep for a little while.. All of us went our separate ways at 2pm.
Together with Lindy, we went Somerset to meet Frederick.. and then went to Monstercue to play pool with Lindy's friends.. Ashley and Mike(a he/she).. heard some unpleasant experience going on between Ashley and MIke.. Well.. nevertheless.. wish Ashley good luck! After that.. Dear came to meet us.. then played pool alittle while.. Asjely and Mike went separate ways with us.. and the remainding 4 of us went to have a meal.. After that we went to KTV. After KTV, we planned to eat Fish N Co, however.. Lindy received a call from her mother I think..and she and Fred left abruptly.. it's becoz Lindy's grandmother had passed away.. and she has to go to the hospital.. Fred accompanied her.. Dear and I stayed on and had our dinner.. our mood wasn't so good.. feeling kind of dull afeter hearing the news.. And somemore dear told me some things which I hated to hear.. which makes my mood even worst.. Dear assured me nothing will happen.. but I juz couldn't shake off that feeling.. Haiz.. Anyway.. Lindy.. please take care yea? Oh ya.. my legs are aching.. Arghz.. coz didn't drink enough..allergic to alcoholic drinks.. I can choose wither not to drink at all.. or drink alot.. Well.. Sometimes still ahve to drink right? Hehehzzz...
if i ain't got you|11:09 PM|

Saturday, December 13, 2003
EMU (Aquarius Jan 21 - Feb 19)
These great flightless birds forage attentively in family groups and pair
off during the breeding season to prepare for new arrivals. Once the eggs
are laid, the male assumes the motherly role of taking care of them and then
the chicks, once they've hatched.
Woman
The emu woman is faithful when in love, but not ardent or emotional. She
likes to be able to carry on with her own interests and mix with her friends
as often as she likes. She will often work when married to get away from the
confines of the home. She is interested in the future but not from a
material angle. She is not a snob and will go out of her way to help friends
in trouble, whether they are richor poor.
=DuH= How true is this?
if i ain't got you|3:38 AM|

Friday, December 12, 2003
Finally.. met Dear today.. after one whole week.. I think? We went to watch "Elf" today and it was really nice.. touching movie too.. Should watch! Watch Love Actually and Elf~ Yea.. Both focus on Christmas and Love~ The tent in my house was set up when I came home.. hehezz.. oucldn't wait for the BIG party tomorrow! Yay! And there's one very good news to hear~~ Both my 5 buddies will be staying over in my house... wonder wad we will do the whole darn night!!! Lozl.. I havr to drink tomorrow~~ Lolz.. Coz it's the only time where I can drink in my Parent's presence! Lolz.. Hope I wun get drunk~ :x
if i ain't got you|11:54 PM|

Thursday, December 11, 2003
I've juz finished packing my room.. getting ready for the party this sat.. Lolz.. well.. it wasn't that bad.. tot I have lotsa things to pack.. ubut I found out that there were many useless things around.. getting in my way.. and I was juz throwing.. throwing.. and throwing things away.. Boy.. most of my drawers were empty! I found out that I have 5 staples and 5 rulers.. Lolz.. NOw I am having my first meal of the day.. Starving! Yapz..
This morning I'e heard a dreadful news.. Be Be (my hamster) had died.. Dear believed that it's becoz of fighting.. Well.. The lasy in the shop told us that they won't fight.. HOwever.. Black Bear species normally isolate themselves.. So ppl.. dun alwasy think that hamsters need company.. sometimes.. it's betta for them to live alone.. otherwise they will fight.. Alright.. that's all for today.. Can't wait for Saturday!
if i ain't got you|5:00 PM|

Wednesday, December 10, 2003
My day started off like this... Yan Rong came to my house straight after her driving lessons.. which is about 10 plus? Yeapz.. And when she came to my house.. we tok alot.. after whihc.. we were suppose to meet Celeste at 4pm in PS.. but becoz of the rain.. we were held up.. therefore we only reached PS about 4.30pm? 3 of us were like starving.. and planned to eat alittle in Pasta Mania.. ordered a plate of pasta and a small pizza to go with.. it was delicious.. After our so-called little meal.. we went up to the cinema to buy our tickets.. HOwever.. we were left the front 3 rows of seats.. and of coz we were uncomfortable about it.. and we decided to change our place to Marina Sq.. When we were walking thru City Link.. we met Lindy half way.. and we went to but the movie tickets. Before that.. we planned to eeat something again.. and happen to passed byu a Japanese restaurant.. Unfortunately.. we dun feel like ordering anything.. so Lndy and I juz ordered some drinks.. then off we go.. for the movie..
"It's very romantic. It's very comedy" indeed... we were watching Love Actually. The movie was really awesome.. I mean.. Ppl out there.. if u wanna tell ur feelings to that special someone.. whether it is impossible or not.. PLs tell them on Christmas Day! I mean it's a great chance to express ur love to ppl.. and give ppl joy.. That's wad I really learnt about that movie.. Halfway theu the movie.. we kinda pissed of the couple who are sitting in front of us.. maybe we were really toking so loudly.. until he had to turn around and asked us to lower our volume.. it was pretty clear that he was not happy.. and throughout the whole show.. is like both the couple wasn't laughing at all! I mean even the whole cinema was shaking with laughter and they were there.. motionless.. Dunnoe why.. Maybe they were too pissed off by us until they can't watch the movie? BUt that's so wasted!!! Or rather.. they dunnoe wad the movie meant? Lolz..
After the movie.. we took MRT home.. and we happen to see this pervert.. is like he was sitting across us.. and his pants were unzipped!! And of coz.. we saw it.. but not underwear.. MInd u!! It's flesh colour.. and it's like a tip of.. THAT! So have an idea wad is it now? We think that man did it purposely.. I mean when the train reached Raffles PLace.. ppl were flooding in the train.. then he used his bag to cover that PART~ Oh GrOsS! Anyway overall is a fun day.. The girls might be staying over my place on Saturday.. couldn't wait!! =)
if i ain't got you|11:07 PM|

Tuesday, December 09, 2003
I did nothing except to sleep and play games today... spent a certain amount of time to change my blogskin too.. WEll.. I think I'll stick to this for a while.. until I see something I really like.. Hmm.. I forgot to mention something.. Yesterday.. on my trip to the Lexus Company.. My mother told me a real life story.. it's about marriage again as usual.. But I dunnoe why.. this time I felt something different.. I am beginning to lose hope in marriages... I mean.. wad if my husband-to-be is some jerk? I suddenly tot of Dear.. and I was thinking.. If I happen to marry him and he becomes a jerk whom I can't recognize... Then how? I mean I rather get hurt now than much later.. And the sudden tot of losing him brought tears to my eyes.. Yes.. It did..but I controlled and prevented them from flowing. I couldn't control my emotions.. Wad the hell.... Tomorrow meetng the girls again.. lolz... watching movie I guess..
if i ain't got you|8:20 PM|

Oh well... I guess I am not going to work after all.. Yesterday I was suppose to meet Celeste and Yan Rong to watch "Love Actually".. then.. my dad suddenly called and said I have to go to work.. DuH~ and of coz.. the outing was cancelled.. My mother and I went down to the Lexus Showroom.. confirming about my car details.. We met my father there.. It took quite some time to decide.. coz I was thinking whetehr I should choose black or silver. My mother told me that black is hard to maintain coz whenever u wash the car.. it will leave patches.. and have to polish many times.. Silver is a nice colour.. so I chose silver.. And it is said to be arrived at the end of Feb or beginning of March.. NO hurry.. After that My dad told me that forget about working.. coz it's like I am totally new and afraid that I have to spend lotsa time to learn.. Hey.. it's only filing and typing? How hard can it get? Anyway.. kind of delighted to hear the news.. Lolz... I kind of treasure these holidays.. is like a god gift sent from heaven.. I didn't appreciate my past few semester holidays and I kinda regret.. So here am I.. enjoying my holidays as if this will be my last one.. Hahhaazz..
Oh.. continue my story.. ahhaz.. I called the girls again.. and told them the news.. so I asked them if it is okie to come by my house and watch the movie next time.. and they did! I fetched Yan Rong from her house and Celeste from YCK MRT.. Lolz... We went to Hougang Mall... coz Yan Rong wanted to buy some bakery stuff and rent VCDs.. Hahaz.. and guess wad.. got a weird encounter.. I was parking at one space and true enought.. My car was crooked.. but it was not deliberately.. Then when we came out form the car.. The crazy woman.. whose husband parked his car beside me came out of the car and "screwed" us.. I think her husband (not in the car) was doing some errands.. After listening to her bitching.. we went into the car and re-park again.. wad the hell.. IS like her husband's car is also crooked la.. But anyway.. we are kinda fed up.. I won't "wanna kill her" if she spoke to us nicely.. come on.. face it! We are still strangers to her.. and she is not suppose to tok to us this way.. andyway.. Fuck her.. Yea. I mnean it... I won't forget that fat ass of hers.
After that went to my house.. Yan Rong installed her Chinese Online Game.. Shen Zhou.. and played it of coz.. And we were trying to find nice programmes on TV.. but there was nothing nice to watch.. After that.. as susal.. we tok wadever rubbish.. Wahahaha.. Hey.. And I finally get to eat banana chocolate cake form Starbucks! It is not as nice as I thought.. but I still like it.. We watched "Are U hot?" and I was kinda disappointed that Liza got out of finals first.. Damn said.. and that Crystal... kaoz.. she should be the first to be elimated.. I dun find her sexy at all.. Maybe her lips are thick.. but is that considered sexy? Then why isn't Mo Xiao Ling considered sexy? But too bad.. she is the last to be elimated.. My friends stayed my house at about 11 plus.. and I drove them home.. Well.. drove Celeste home first then Yan Rong.. Yan Rong told me that there are 2 routes to her house.. and the longer route.. happen to have a murder case there.. a girl was murdered and the murderer was not found... Well.. I kept telling myself not to take the longer route after I dropped Yan Rong.. BUt I dunnoe why.. I remembered that I toook the shorter route.. the route where I went to her house... but I dunnoe why.. I suddenly Took the longer route.. I wanted to turn back.. but I could see the exit was not far away.. so I sped to the exit.. And I tried not to look where the murder scene had taken place.. It gave me creeps alright...
Another thing I was delightewd becoz I think I could see my usual grp this Saturday.. Celeste, Yan Rong, Lindy, Frederick, Jovin, Kate and my dear.. I hope all of them could gather.. coz it has been a long time all the 8 of us meet.. Lozl.. as usual.. my house of coz.. wahhahaa... Alright.. this is such a long long post.. Maybe I didn't wrtie so much for a very long time.. Alright! Got to go already! See YA!
if i ain't got you|2:03 PM|

Sunday, December 07, 2003
Well.. I've placed 2 new links under "fun stuff".. make sure go and see it.. it's funny.. Hehezz.. Well.. I guess I am going to change my HP line.. any suggestions? I am planning to change to M1.. I am a "high-sms" user... Lolz.. yeapz.. juz checked my records and is like avergae I smsed 900 msgs per mth.. and some of them even exceed 1000.. Maybe after choosing the plan.. I might be buying a phone.. Maybe Panasonic X70.. wad do ya think? Yea.. I think it's coming out.. Lolzz... Yesterday went out with my buddies.. kind of fun.. hehehzzz.. and might be meeting Celeste and Yan Rong on Monday again.. =) Didn't go out again.. but managed to level up my character in FFXI.. hehezz.. maybe playing Sims later.. well.. nothing else to do..
if i ain't got you|12:00 AM|

Friday, December 05, 2003
Alright.. I am back.. Wahhahahaha.. okie.. First and formost.. I would like to congratulate Benji.. hehezz.. Guess wad? I've got a sista-in-law.. Whahahaa.. Yapz.. He is currently in a relationship now after such a long time.. Hahazz.. Maybe.. Holidays is always the most happening times... =) Hmm.. today will be a fun day for me.. I will be meeting the girls up again.. Yay! I guess we will have lotsa gossips.. Lolz.. as susal.. And tok so much crap.. Alright... now I am going to pour out some of my feelings.. Ya know that there's a 9pm show channel 8 every Monday to Friday? Yapz.. toking about SARS.. WEll.. I didn't know SARS was that scary until I watched it.. and when I saw families being separated.. It is really hurting.. I suddenly feel that I am so lucky when I didn't get SARS the other time.... (I always dreamt of having SARS the other time.. PsSt*) It's really sad man.. the impact started when a girl got SARS and her bf got it too.. and her bf died.. It's like.. you lost ur loved one.. So ppl.. please treasure ur love ones.. coz U dunnoe when they will be gone.. Haiz.. enough of my nonsense.. =bLah=
if i ain't got you|11:13 AM|

Thursday, December 04, 2003
Hmm.. I seem to have a phobia... about wad?? Internet.. Yea.. I seldom go online now.. and you can see.. I seldom blog too.. even I blog.. only for a short message? Well.. basically.. these few days I have nothing much to do.. and I had finished reading my favourite novel.. as usual.. overwhelmed by it.. Hmm.. see.. I am short of words.. dunnoe wad to say.. Seems like I am leading a very funny life now.. I dunnoe why.. but smtimes I rather to be alone.. but then again.. it is not good.. It's holidays! I have to enjoy man.. This Friday meeting up with the girls.. hope could cheer me up a little.. PssT.. Well.. sad to say.. these few days.. I feel like going back to studying.. Dunnoe why.. Juz missed study life..
if i ain't got you|1:32 AM|

Tuesday, December 02, 2003
I dunnoe why... I feel awefully depressed.. for nothing... Haizz.. what has gotten into me??? STayed at home the whole day.. played game and slept alot... maybe.. I shouldn't stay at home.. only make me feel bad...
if i ain't got you|11:28 PM|
